Sunday, November 29, 2009

Soulmate



Have you ever heard of this word call the Soulmate?Do you believe in finding one?Do you know what it defines? There was an author who describes soulmate as dividing 1 soul into 2 and from there they live by different lifes but yet when they meet they connect together as 1. How beautiful this description is but in the actual way of life, do you think such creation exist? My way of defining Soulmate would be having someone who can accept you for who you are. Someone who can understand you by a single movement; be it a blink in the eye or a slight change in gesture. Someone who allows you to speak freely and express your thoughts without any hesitation that it will ended up in an arguement. Just that someone who can blend into your life so comfortably and so easily without remoulding the actual you. This is my definition! But out of the millions of living soul, do you think that special someone do exists under the same sky, breathing through the same air? I believe that after all, many times when we don't come across one we will ended up creating one. For instance, is by either changing yourself or expecting he/she to change in order to fit into that so call "Soulmate wannabe" term. Despite the differences you see you will still try to hope and endure the differences between 2 person in order to believe that you are actually living in the Soulmate Fairtale! So after all what is the true definition of a soulmate? Since we ourselves are involved in the recreation of the actual definition.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Birthday Crash!

31st was suppose to be a memoriable day for me, but it ended up as a painful day to remember. I started off crying and ended up drank. The best of all is to actually waking up feeling hang over and moodless. That was not the way to welcome 1st of Nov~ as there are too much pain and tears.

On the 1st of Nov itself, i was really blessed to have a come back. Had breakfast with Kah Ying (sis) at a dim sum place and she got me some lovely cupcakes that are too good to be eaten. After that we hang out in IKEA before heading back home where i had a "surprise" visit from Esther and JY. Esther the Master Chef cooked fried rice for us and along she baked cupcakes for me....... not forgetting her way of singing "HAP HAP HAP HAPPY BIRTHDAY". Thank you girls for being there for me when i am down and taking the time off to celebrate my birthday. At least i know that when the world collapses you will be there to hold it up for me. LOVE YOU ...............